i was a super woman today~

i felt so tense reading all the fuss about politics and religion issues for the past few days. so today, i just thought about raya.

*happy*

so far, all the preparation went well. i dunno but i have the sense that this is going to be a great Raya celebration. with a nephew and niece. am excited to bagi angpow to them.woot woot!!

i baked 3 cookies this year. the taste...nah..not that great..just so so.mak wants to bake a chocolate cake too.maybe tomorrow.

today i spent 3-4hours ++ cleaning the house. this time really really hard. semua bawah tikar belakang almari bawah kusi ku bongkar..haha reason: so that my bros' kids can crawl happily. takde la kena habuk ke hape.

and my dad just done putting up the deco light.last year takde hoccay lampu lampu nih. and also ade lampu pelita depan rumah...baru rasa suasana kampung.

Raya will fall on Friday. so tomorrow is the 'bantai' day. aku pon tak sure why the elders call it bantai day. maybe we all berbantai bertungkus lumus masak esok?hehe

k la peeps. makin lama makin boring blog aku. dah ilang semangat. takpe..janji raya yob!!

Do Muslims or Muslims in Malaysia nowadays being too sensitive lately?

this is my 50cents from my immature point of view. be nice.

Lately i've read tonnes of blog posts or forums regarding sensitive issues related to Islam. Illuminati, advertisement this and that, Gaga's video clips. and the comments or responses from the Muslims mostly they are concerned with what's happening.

some of the comments were very rude and they started to bombard hatred and prejudices to other religions. and of course this stirrred up heated arguments where the followers of the other religion will back up what they believe. and mind you, these muslims who appeared to be the night shining armour of the religion started to throw curse words la. be nice people! Islam never teaches us to like that. 

I have different friends from various background and religions. and we go along just fine. so do other people i believe.especially those people who gave out hatred comments. can you imagine you said all those nasty comments right in front of your friends' faces? would you? i believe you dont.so be nice wherever you are. because you are carrying your religion when you open your mouth.

and do we muslims become overly sensitive? i've seen that some groups of people have become overly obsesses analysing, scrutinizing every elements around them. i remember the stage setting of AJL or concert held by TV3 few months back. people were debating that there's some influence of illuminati. then the newest is the raya advertisement again from TV3.

i believe the producer of the advert was trying to show their 'creativeness' by mixing all the religious elements. i am not saying it is right. it definitely raises some doubts from the muslims. what i dont like is that the responses from these muslims. suddenly they started to blame other religion like trying to convert the muslims la..being prejudice and rude.

why are we splitting hairs about this? why should we be afraid of what's coming into our way? we should do something about that of course. but not by lashing our Christians, Hindu or Buddhist friends with sarcastic and rude remarks. focus on strengthening our inner faith. believe in God. we cant never change the world. but ourselves. That i truly believe in.

Ni sampai nak ubah perlembagaan la..halau orang tu balik sane..haramkan itu ini...what the hell? The Islamic way of life should be practiced individually. that means changing your self first. educate your family. not by changing others. you think by cursing other religions will get you into heaven meh? not likely.

it was a long day~

yesterday was a loooong day indeed for me and Mummy Tum2...hence the reason i woke up at 10.30 this morning.

My day started the night before where i couldn't get any sleep. my eyes refused to close its lids. so at 10 am in the morning, Ambun, Steve and I went to meet our thesis supervisor. As i expected, there are lots of things to be mend.especially the interview questions part. I did not adapt the questions from anywhere. They are mine 100%. I dont mind about that. but the way my supervisor questioning me made me feel stupid. and it was done in front of my friends. definitely lower my self esteem.i felt like screaming in the room. And the best part it, i've sent my draft last week to be particular. and she took her time to read that morning. and i have a week left before raya. i want to have a raya celebration without having to worry about the progress of my assignment, damn it. but enought with that. i dont want to back talk her. tak baik and tak berkat! just madam, please do your homework too aite?

so, the frustrated Nurul went back to her hostel. vowing to buy a new baju kurung, one hand bag and stilettos to mend her broken heart. After loading all the stuffs into Myvi's butt, off she went with Mummy Tum2 to Midvalley. oh before that, there was a last minute order for instant hijab the night before so we had to go to Jalan Tar to get them. we parked at Midvalley since it has cheaper parking rate compared to Sogo. Then we took the train to Bank Negara station and walla..we're in Jalan Tar.

The weather had no mercy on us. Excrutiatingly hot.we were in Jalan Tar for almost 3 hours. fulfilling our customers orders. i wanted to shop at Sogo but we spent too much time looking for hijabs and we didnt have much time. there goes my vow.and the people were just unbelievable. the crowd was insane.and most of them were women. because of Friday prayer so men were not around. we women really are the back bone of our economy.haha

after our hands were loaded with stuffs, to walk back to Bank Negara station seemed forever. dah la puasa kan...luckily the train came pretty fast to Midvalley. The people in Midvalley pon very the ramai. Many people chose to do last minute shopping because the price offered were unbelievable. The price for baju kurung, kebaya or any fashion you want dropped as low as rm30...sape taknak?

so at 3.30, we left midvalley and headed to Tanjung Malim. oh yea, i helped Mummy Tum2 to get her red card (for pregnancy check up). she forgot to bring it. the journey was smooth. since OPS Sikap started yesterday, we counted there were 4 pondok polis pemerhati on the way to TM. we arrived around 5 or 4.30. oh yea, the traffic at Federal highway was moving bump to bump.so lambat la we ol sampai.

we left TM and headed back to Rawang. we used MEX to go back since we thought there'd be less traffic. damn we were wrong. again my Myvi had to sniffs other car's butt - meaning bump to bump la... the massive traffic made us caught in the jam for almost 2 hours! this time i had to call for extra Chakra since my body was dehydrated and weak.we left MEX highway and stopped at Seremban RnR to break fast at 7.15pm..and the queue line at KFC was just great. panjang mak bedah!sabau je la...at first we wanted to eat there but after many thoughts, it's better to keep moving since we scared we'll got caught in the traffic jam from Seremban to Senawang exit. so makan dalam kereta jah~

i sent suzie to her house in Ayer Keroh, Melaka and drove back to Lendu. and my parents were at the mosque!!! no body's home so i waited in front of my village old mosque till terawih habis..so i reached home about 10pm/


that's how my day went.after bath, prayer (i was a err..what's that word for people who travel more than 90km?? damn it..i only can think of muallaf, khalifah...ahh musafir...hehe) and stuffing my belly with home food, i said bye bye and gudnite at 12am. a bit late but yeah..tgok tv is a must.hehe

so people, i travelled 300km yesterday. what did you do?hehe

p/s going to bake cookies soon..me love it!!

How to tell if your cat is plotting to kill you~

this is a post for dear friend..nad~

i know you've been worried sick bout the kitten. hope this post can put a smile on your face aite!this is the least i can do =)

this is soooo cute but..beware of the message below~

nad! take note olraite!!

p/s did i make u smile??hohho

pics source: here

why am i sooo moody today?

why i'm being moody today?

PMS? nah...not too soon

hungry? it's fasting month dude!

money? still got la..

B? we are fine..

sleepy? Definitely and it's just 10 am..

stress? yup..my supervisor hasnt replied my email..i need to get things done fast!

tired? oh good night people!

who like to be in a dilemma?

have you ever felt torn between how you feel and how the people around you feel?

have you ever felt that you've had enough?

have you ever thought of running and hiding somewhere where people couldn't bother you?

well i have.

i like to have options

i like to go whenever i want to go

mind this, i like being spontaneous.

if i say i want to go to Midvalley, damn straight i would without much thought.

but putting in many people in your plans sometimes made the plan not fun anymore.

too many heads, too many feelings, too many 'touching'~

and the plans usually end up not done.

why cant certain people go whenever or wherever they want to go, and i dont tell me about their plans, and surprisingly i dont get emotional being left?

but when i want to go whenever or wherever, with people i thought sporting enough, and dont tell the rest, they would get cynical towards me?

or why some people i really want to see, I've put efforts for the plans, carefully considering many schedule, always say 'I'm busy'?

or when they want to see me but i am not available, they cant let me off without being sarcastic?

sometimes i do feel i have nothing to offer.

when i have nothing more left, i would be mean.

my words become sarcastic

i would ignore people

i would throw 'menyampah' look

i would go home

friends are supposed to be family

that's why the terms friend and family always go together

but are we family?

p/s yea ..i am hurt..but who cares? do you?

Break fast menu~

i hate it when i have nothing to eat to break fast. Bazaar food? nah..this is the year where i dont feel like eating any bazaar food. i am stuck here in UKM. i feel like going home. i dont mind eating simple meals as long as its home cooked. here UKM, i dont have much choice.

i only have my eyes on fast food. or restaurant food. or expensive food in particular. it's like these food can replace my home cooked food. how pathetic is that? *eh sukati aku la nak makan ape..duit aku..janji halal*




i just woke up. there are thousands of food i want to eat. the only problem is i got no company. My room mate is going to break fast at the faculty. takde selera bukak pose ngan orang lain..fefeling cik bien pulak aku...matila~

why i like to eat with my rumate"
- she eats everything

- she doesnt think about the price - aku benci orang suka kutuk aku makan makanan mahal. at least i spend my money on food. and more importantly, i dont ask for theirs!


- she's talkative.

Good combination. oh Ain..balik la..i want to eat Steam Fish instead of sardin~ ..T.T