Lonely

I feel lonely right now. Adam has gone back to his parents' crib in Shah Alam. Everynight, for the past few days, I would be sitting in front of the tv, feeding him porridge while watching Barney. Nana is sad now. (Adam couldnt pronounce MakLang, it becomes Nana instead =))

Sometimes my mind would wonder. I hope that Adam will peek behind the chair. Or pull my hair from bahind. Or his giggling heard from next door.

I want to have my own baby =(