checklist before moving in to a rent house~

Tomorrow i am going to send some of my stuffs to Jasin. But the real one starts on Sunday. Since i have too many stuffs, i need two trips to send em' all.

stuffs yang sedia ada~

i am using most of my stuffs from living in the hostel. have to add on mattress and a standing fan since the house is not furnished.i had a hard time choosing which one to bring. if its up to me, i would bring anything. Anything including side table in my room coz i thought it would add to homey feeling in the room in Jasin.i also hoping to bring a table lamp that my mum bought from IKEA but she has never used it to complement the side table.hehe even pleaded my mum to let me 'borrow' her washing machine and fridge from her rental house. tp kesian la budak-budak uitm yang menyewa rumah tu pulak kan..hehe

extra side table in my room

table lamp yang tak dipakai~

i oso planned to bring tv over there till Kak Sha said i wont have time to watch oso since i'm gonna be busy preparing teaching aids. damn~ oh i just want to have a sense of home since this is my first time renting out.but my adik said i'm just being ngegeh.haish~

since my plan to bring all the homey stuffs fail  T_________T, i am literally listing all types of dry food i need to bring over.haha cheapskate betul pakai duit sendiri.yalah...only few bucks left..plus food,rental, car fuel..kena la 'rob' mom's money selagi boleh kan? oh dry food including stock nescafe and milo jer..it's been a long time since i keep junk food..maggi pun dah lama tak beli...hee

ok, jangan tiru aksi cheapskate aku~

nurul ngerepak~

iera madah lamak dah aku sik ngerepak..bukan simok..tp sik tauk pa..ko tunggu ku jadi cikgu 2bulan tok,,kompom byk direpak..haha

kena doa orang mati baru dapat bantuan?

pertamanya..minta maaf kalau tajuk sangat sensitif. tapi aku ada point.

tadi tengok kotak tv sementara tunggu laptop tua start up.hee..tiba-tiba tertonton siaran berita. berita pertama disiarkan malam ni si polan sampaikan cek lebih besar dari aku yang 1.53cm height seberat 47kg sambil ramai-ramai diri atas pentas and banyak gila flash dari kamera-kamera. say keju.....~~

lepas tu tertera la dialog-dialog poyo pasal tunaikan janji sebagai penaung kehidupan rakyat malaysia yang serba kekurangan nih.

tiba-tiba ada seorang depan aku cakap:

"nampaknya kena doa ada orang selalu mati la kalau nak dapat bantuan.."

kasar tapi kalau fiki-fikir balik memang realitinya.orang mati diatas merujuk kepada ADUN kita ye..

tak bolehkah wakil-wakil rakyat ni jalankan tanggungjawab tanpa perlu menyogok, berjanji setinggi bangunan KLCC?

tak boleh ka sedetik di hati ikhlas berkhidmat untuk rakyat? orang dah pilih kau jadi wakil RAKYAT. bukan wakil PARTI. ada ngerti?

sebab tu la aku tak lagi pergi mendaftar untuk mengundi. tak tahu nak undi sapa. parti ni macam fake sangat. parti tu macam cakap lebih kerja tarak.parti lagi satu macam bias dengan kaum lain. macam mana ni?

teacher, what are you doing?

i browsed through online newspapers and stumbled upon this:

Pelajar dapat nospan dari guru - students got drugs from teachers (ooh..direct translation)

it happened in Kuching Sarawak..so sad. the best part is the teacher is not Sarawakian.He's from Kedah. Dude, cukup la anak-anak kedah rosak sebab air daun ketum..perluka sampai ke sarawak?


This is sad. The teacher was arrested when he was with his wife and their 18-months -old baby. The police believes they were on their way back after stocking up the drugs in Kuching. what a shame~~you were with the baby. that's how you show an example of a good dad?

some exerpt from the news:
Ketika tangkapan di Jeti Sungai Saribas, Pusa, kira-kira jam 4.30 petang, suspek yang berusia 26 tahun dan berasal dari Kedah dalam perjalanan pulang ke Beladin bersama isteri dan seorang anaknya berusia setahun enam bulan selepas dipercayai mengambil bekalan dadah dari Kuching.
Bukhori berkata, suspek disyaki mengedar dadah kepada pelajar sekolah sekitar kawasan berkenaan.

Katanya, ketika ditahan suspek cuba melawan dan cuba melarikan diri namun terpaksa menyerah selepas dikepung polis yang mendapat maklumat mengenai kegiatannya.

"Selain sejumlah pil nospan yang dianggar bernilai lebih RM1,000, turut ditemui dadah jenis ganja,” katanya.

Guru itu kini sedang ditahan reman empat hari, bagi membolehkan siasatan lanjutkan dijalankan. Bagaimanapun, isterinya akan dibebaskan dengan ikat jamin RM3,000 hari ini kerana anaknya masih menyusu badan.

Sementara itu, Pengarah Jabatan Pelajaran Negeri (JPN) Sarawak, Datuk Dr Julaihi Bujang, berkata dua pegawai dari Pejabat Pelajaran Daerah Betong sudah dihantar untuk mendapatkan maklumat mengenai penahan guru terbabit untuk membolehkan pihaknya mengambil tindakan susulan.

Beliau berkata, mengikut undang-undang, jika guru didapati bersalah kerana memiliki dan mengedar dadah oleh mahkamah, dia boleh dibuang kerja

credit; bharian.com.my

because of some teachers, this profession will always be looked down by the community. susah la nak naik gaji camnih..miahahaha 

home that is~

i've been home since yesterday. cant be more happier to be here. no drama.no heartache.

btw, adam was discharged yesterday. he's ok right now.that's our little hero. Alhamdulillah~~

I drove my mom's car on Sunday so i could bring back all the stuffs. Berjaya! all the stuffs are waiting to be unpacked and packed to bring to Jasin. Esokla ..penat..hehe

~~~ i have a heart too. but it's not meant to be stepped like a worn clothes. your statement "mak kau kan kaya" broke it to pieces. Friend shouldnt say that. you sounded like i'm here because of my mom's money to make you happy? does it sounds right?you said it many times but i think you almost cross the line already dear. a friend should be helpful to each other. i'm here to help. but the repeat statements that my mom is rich makes me wanna drift away from you. i am willing to help anybody but within my own control. dont say without thinking coz when you are not thinking, it reflects what you have been thinking this whole time.

please no more. dont try my patient.i've lost too many friends to lost you as well. accept me for who i am. not because i am a daugther of a wealthy mother.

correction: MY MUM IS NOT RICH, SHE'S JUST FRUGAL WITH HER MONEY.

there you go. let's be good friends k. i want no trouble. now people have started asking. please. i;m ok. i just needed time last week.

thanks!

i'm in dilemma.i know i will be blamed. but hey, i need a space for myself where i need even seconds to think of myself and not have to think bout others. 

yea..this is a statement of guilt. although i'm not at all guilty. i dont owe you anything.

but because i care bout you i have this feeling. but lemme breath for seconds only yea..then i'll be back in no time

=)

yeah dah dapt rumah sewa~

Alhamdulillah...semua urusan hari ni dipermudahkan..

Today as i said in the previous post, i am going to see the rent house for the 1st time. i was nervous to meet my new housemates. yelah tak kenal. baik ke, sombong ke.

but.................

the house turned out to be moorreee than i expected. i was soo happy. ye la a bit sakai since this is my first time staying independently with strangers.hehe the house looked cramped from the outside but the inside was pretty huge and wide. kira ok what...3 rooms. rm300 per month..what more can u ask? and then water and electricity bills pun not more than rm10.so per month i'll need to chuck in rm70 only. and the school is about 2km away..best best..

and after meeting my housemates, Kak Mazni and Kak Sha, i am glad that they are super friendly! soo happy...they showed me around the house. and told me stuffs bout the school.,. they are practical students in the same school as well.hee and they are from UPSI.

what more eh to tell??

ah...Adam has shown good progress today. more active and less pooping. might be discharged on Monday. yippeee!!

p/s we discovered new area to eat good seafood in Malacca..which is in UMBAI. memang sedap..tapi balik rumah sedap gak bergaru..*sejak bila tah alergik seafood nih*...

i have more important things going on in my life

i am currently at home. Emergency reason to look for a house in Jasin. This afternoon, my family will go there to check the house =.= perluka the whole family pegi..haha anyway, my mom is salivating over Ikan Bakar Umbai. so we might have our dinner there. i wanted too.hope to order crabs..since mom's paying right/? miahahaha

Yesterday my mom told me bout adam's latest condition. The doctor will wait till today to see Adam's progress. Of his condition hasnt changed, he might be referred to specialist hospital. Poor little boy. The other day my bro said the he got ROTAVIRUS infection. Apparently it's a common disease for kids under 5 years old. It will cause severe diarrhea and throwing up. It's not bad except if the baby is severely dehydrated. Other than that, Umar said his intestine is 'luka'. erego the lactose intolerant thingy. His body cannot produce the enzym to 'change' lactose from the milk into 'lactase' or vice versa. i'm really bad in biology. so people, pray with us ok. he's lost weight and getting skinnier. skinny baby is not at all cute. but Adam will always be the cutest baby ever.

this taken from my Sister's facebook -  look at his arm =(~

i'm kinda irritated with some people who keeps talking bout nonsensical stuffs. c'mon dude, there are things that i have to do than 'setting' up my ears listening to your infab life. seriously. i dont force you to hear bout my life. like right now, even Adam is like the biggest thing in my life, i dont go round selling my story. i talk in my blog. or some hopes i wrote on FB. you did ask bout adam. but belum sempat i habis cerita, u dah butt in your part of story though didnt related at all to my story. what the heck? during normal time i can pretend that i'm listening. but at this time, i was hoping that at least you would 'pretend' to listen. what ever. holidays's coming soon. wont see you for months.

sorry. i said i wont complain bout people anymore in this blog. but hey, the cliche 'i'm still a human'. especially right now where i've become overly sensitive with things related to Adam. the only thing i havent been doing is flashing my anger. i dont ask the world to understand me. just a lil bit of room.  at least wait till this period is over. than you can continue with all the 'this-is-sooo-not related-and-boring-' stories.

please!

He's not my son but he's like one~

Educational technology paper today was a pain in the ass. I dont know was it because of me or the paper. but 60% were the paper fault. Ambiguous sentences, ambiguous answer options. it was in bilingual; bm and English. when i couldn't understand the question in bm, i read in English and vice versa. the funny part is that some of the instructions in BM didn't match the one in English. Whatta.??!!

What ever..i dont have much hope for this paper anyway since i didnt really read the notes.haha worried too much of Adam.

This morning my brother smsed me. Adam might be hospitalised till Sunday. he poops 12 times yesterday. Poor little hero.

he's lost his boyot cheek =(

Adam is not my son. i am yet to be married.haha..he's my nephew. but because i took care of him for a week last Disember, i love him like my own son..*bluekkk*.. pukey statement but's true. i wish there's something i can do to help him. i am willing to do anything. anything~

my little hero is still sick =(

despite having a paper to sit tomorrow, i decided to join my parents to visit Adam in Shah Alam. even if i didnt go, my mind could not focus on the paper at all. every little things in my head are Adam now.

Today when we were visiting, he's more active than yesterday. however, his diarrhea is getting worst. on the 6th time of pooping, there were drops of blood. Scary right? even the doctor was shocked because he seemed to be responding to the medication this morning. haish~

And now, the Dr advised his parents to stop giving milk. only porridge. can you tell me how Adam or any baby can survive without milk?? Apparently, he's sucrose intolerant as well. Yesterday we were told that he is lactose intolerant. so, his parents changed to soy based milk. now, he cannot drink any brands as the soy based milk contain sucrose..kesiannya...

Adam lost 1kg already. he used to be a fat baby. he lost his 'boyot' cheek. he can fit into his 2-months-old clothing. he looks really tiny to me..his movement is all slow. my dad attempts to play with him failed many times. he gave his emotionless look even to my dad's janggut geli2.

But our hero is brave. he doesnt do much crying accept when he's hungry, poops or sleepy. i think he knows how to make his parents happy by doing less crying.

The Dr said he can be discharged this Friday after he has fully recovered. my brother is very lucky as all the expenses are covered by the company insurance. Alhamdulillah. or else, God knows how much the bill cost.

I am praying so that our little hero will fully recovered as soon as possible. What ever happens to him affected me in any ways.my mind cannot at all focus on anything.hee...

Ok peeps..bye~

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IS IT HARD TO BE MY FRIEND?

thanks everyone~

i am exhausted. went out as early as 9.30 am and safely returned at almost 9pm. mission accomplished!

i wanted badly to see Adam yesterday and today The Almighty answered my prayer.hee..spent 5hours with him today.

Doctor confirmed that he was infected by diarrhea infection. added by his condition where he is now lactose intolerance. his parents replace his milk with soy based milk which smell so eww..even Adam doesnt want to drink it but no choice...

sorry for not replying any messages, comments. dont feel like doing so..hee

Updates~

woke up this morning and checked my fesbuk. My SIL wrote that adam's condition is getting worst.~~

I am going to Shah Alam later . going to visit him. I feel like my heart is wrenched tightly from inside. He throws up everything: milk, water. How is he going to eat liddat?

taken from my old blog

it hurts so much~

at this point, Adam my nephew is crying in the hospital. The doctor's gonna masukkan drip. Ya Allah...sedihnya hati bila baca mesej umar bagi..

He threw up and poops the whole day today that doctor decided he has to be admitted tonight. I am going to visit him tomorrow. Gosh how i wanna be there at this moment. Every body, please help me pray that this poor baby can get through this pain fast. i cant bear to imagine his tiny little body being 'cucuk' with all kinds of needles..(sorry my head's pretty slow to think in english right now).

Please please pray for him. it hurts so much.. =(

These are his pictures taken recently in Genting:

p/s if i am having this feeling, what more his parents?

Finally~

yea i know, i kept quite for few days. reason being is i dont feel connected to this new blog. the truth is, i am being hypocritical. this new blog is NOT at all reflect the true me. yea the true my is grumpy, reckless writer and asyik nak kutuk orang..bahaha...therefore, the mood to write is not there anymore. until i change the layout. a bit la rasa sense of belonging to this blog..haha

the previous layout kinda girly for me. and the fonts are too small and not clear. wonder how you guys can read eh?

k la. toodles!

Mencari rumah sewa sekitar bandar JASIN

Praktikal dalam 2 weeks lagi. Yang peningnya, rumah sewa tak dapat lagi. kalau korang semua ada sedara mara, kawan ke yang ada rumah sewa dekat sekitar jasin, tolong tinggalkan komen ye..tapi kalau bole sewa biarla affordable untuk student.hee aku ngan kawan aku sorang lagi sangat-sangat perlukan rumah/ bilik yang bole disewa.


Minta tolong sangat2. Aku tak dapat nak balik selalu cari rumah sewa sebab sekarang musim exam. habis exam je aku tinggal 6 hari je kot before practicum start.hehe


ni aku summarize kan sikit:


Jenis : Rumah/ apartment/ bilik untuk disewa oleh dua orang muslimah
Max rent: RM250
Furniture: tak kisah la fully furnished/partially je..janji ade rumah
Kawasan: kejiranan yang selamat - kami kan muslimah gitu~ haha

Bonus: kalau dapat rumah yang dekat-dekat SMK DATUK BENDAHARA, JASIN.

Terima kasih banyak-banyak.Pertolongan korang sangat-sangatla dihargai =))

Kenapa lelaki malaysia suka wanita seberang?

Stumbled upon this news in Kosmo tadi pasal lelaki melayu lebih prefer mempunyai isteri dari seberang.

Kenapa agaknya?? Actually, this issue was discussed in my Isu-isu kekeluargaan punya kelas. Lecturer kami, Dr Johari adalah pakar kaunseling rumah tangga. Dia cakap banyak client-client dia suka kahwin dengan orang Indonesia tak pun dari selatan Thailand. Berikut adalah sebab yang Dr Jo bagi tau kitorang:

1. Kos perkahwinan dengan wanita Indonesia adalah lebih murah. Mungkin sebab mata wang mereka atau pun diorang jenis tak kisah. Asal ada mas kahwin, cukup syarat, dah boleh. Cuba bandingkan kalau kahwin dengan wanita Malaysia: Hantaran sekarang mana main seribu dua. mesti nak berbelas ribu.kalau stakat rm10 ribu, dah biasa sangat dah...hehe

2. Wanita seberang lebih menurut kata. Sebabnya mungkin education tak berapa tinggi. so, kalau suami cakap A, A la jawbnyer.. takde jadi B ke C. Kalau kahwin wanita malaysia, nak  nak pulak yang ade pendidikan tinggi, susah nak keep up le. Nanti keluar plak segala women's rights la, hak equality la..

3. Wanita seberang low maintenance. Mereka terima seadanya pa yang suami beri. tak meminta-minta. kecuali kadang-kadang dengar la jugak kes yang kluar surat khabar 2weeks ago yang bini seberang demand banyak2. Wanita malaysia suka berbelanja. kadang-kadang lebih kemampuan suami. pa yang orang lain ada semua dia nak.hehe

4. Ini lecturer aku yang cakap eh. bukan aku. Wanita seberang pandai jaga badan. kalau janda pun body masih ada ummpphh! wanita malaysia kebanyakannya lepas kahwin and ada anak, badan pun naik . Dok rumah tunggu husband balik kerja pun pakai baju kelawarr jer..Kalau wanita seberang, pandai layan suami. pandai urut2 badan. cakap lembut2..hehehe

Aku sebagai wanita Malaysia pun rasa tercabar gak...


What say you???


p/s pictures courtesy of google.com

English is important la people~

i am not here for trouble. But just want to share some thoughts~

I went blog walking today till i stumbled upon this particular blog. This blog is in Malay language. the blog owner was criticizing about learning English. She said that English is not important. I shook my head for this person's ignorance.

I know the importance of upholding our mother tongue is important. Because, language is the first thing that describes your identity. But if English can help a nation to advance, why not?

This person's judgment is she said that even Japan and Korea can be one of the developed country nowadays without English. It's true. But did you know that Japan and Korea are struggling to improve their citizen level of English right now? They are importing more English teachers from outside the country to help with their English. Plus, the reason they did not need English in the 1st place is that they have the technology, knowledge and man power to make their countries to stand where they are today.

But do we, Malaysians have all of that?? We have but very limited. We still have to import the knowledge from those countries and the Western particularly. And are those knowledge in Bahasa Melayu? I am afraid not. They are in English dudes!

I know for a fact that some close minded Malays said that English is the language of the colonizer. But who cares if the language itself can help our country to stand tall with other countries in the world? 

Our universities have all the English book translated into Malay. and you know how much it costs? and it takes from the taxes that we pay! What if the money is used to educate our children with English? better i guess because we dont have to spend more to educate our people in English okay!

I am a bit emotional. I am going to be an English teacher. I dont want my students to have this ignorance mentality about learning English. No one can deny that you can improve yourself without English. But it will be restricted within Malaysia only. 

Oh by the way, i got A for all my Bahasa Melayu paper since primary school. Learning English is not at all jeopardizing my identity. Thank you!

p/s who cares if you speak rojak english? at least you can converse aite?

Wild Boar spotted in UKM

I have always wanted to take its picture but never got a chance to do so. So tonight, while i was on the phone, i saw it!! Near our dumpster..hehe it = The Wild Boar.

Seen it few times already. and tonight, Berjaya!!

Have another picture but the upload fails many times. So, enjoy la one and only pic ni yang berjaya di uploadkan..=)

Oh btw, the boar was having its dinner =)

Alhamdulillah

Many thanks and gratitude to the Almighty for the bless that I never imagine before. Alhamdulillah.

I was soo upset and angry last week that i decided to change to this new blog although i never feel like it's something that i want. But I did because i want to change to be a better person. I want to be a new people. So I turned to my God seeking guidance (yea..i;m not usually like this).

We never know how He works but yesterday was one of the best day of my life. He repays back my discomfort  last week for the things that make me smile non-stop yesterday. Wanna know what is it??hee..

--- Yesterday I sat for my 1st paper for this semester examination. I had expected the unexpected for this paper i had no clue at all what's going to be asked in the exam since the lecturer barely taught us anything. So, i just focused on what he said over time in the class. And Alhamdulillah, i think i got this paper under my hook. hee i'm not expecting any A, but a B will do just fine..=)

--- Yesterday after i returned back to my room, Leen forwarded the email from Dr. Arezou, our literature lecturer. It was the marks for all of our assignments. What made me damn happy is our group project which is 25 over 30. Alhmdulillah! i was soo happy. really happy. We got the highest in our class. Seems like our strategy to compare Ali Baba the movie and Ali Baba the text works as it has never been done before. So happy--sama mok kamek belanja??hehe

--- Mr S had a presentation in front of his bosses and supervisors during his night shift. He was anxious. But he got it! He presented well till there's no question asked by the'judges'. Of course i am happy. The best part is one of the 'judges' said 'Best trainee we ever have"...hehe he chances to get hired after graduating is high. hehe

I hope you all will have happy things ahead of you too =)

How to have the perfect dinner??

i havent eaten any instant noodle for the past few months since i read a scary article bout it. But tonight, i was 'forced' to eat it since i got no other choice. Cafe food?? Nahh~~ Didn't feel like eating it.

So, from the courtesy of Leen, i had Cintan Curry Mee for dinner.hehe FYI, i never tasted Cintan mee before. So, lemme show you how to have the perfect dinner!!

Tools needed: Water heater, a mug, spoons and fork, a bowl.

Of course: A pack of Milo 3 in 1 and a Cintan mmmm kARI...eheh

After the mee has 'lembuted', throw in the dangerous to your health perencah

Taraaa! Your simple yet perfect dinner is ready. Dont forget to add extra ummphh by watching your favourite show on your laptop!

*pardon the fat fingers*

p/s gosh, i really need to start revising now!

Blogging..here i come!

I've always wanted a camera. I'm not a fan of DSLR..just a compact camera that can fit in my bag. I need it so much for my blog as well.

So, after a week of surveying, asking, consulting some experts, i chose a model from Lumix. Why Lumix?

i wanted a canon but it's wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy  out of my budget. If i dont have to do my practicum this semester, i would have gotten one. =)

Lumix's like the 2nd favourite brand in Malaysia after canon (The uncle who pujuk2 me damn well to buy lumix, 2010)

It's within the budget. RM599 to be exact. I'm still a student..so 12mp camera for that price is considered ok already.

None of the people i asked suggested Sony. Except my girlfriends. Maybe because girls are more towards the design..not the function..haha if i'm super rich, i would go for Sony as well. THeir designs are cheeky!

My legs were killing me during the 'quest' of searching the right camera in Mahkota Parade today.hehe...At the end of the journey, i told my cousin, i'll just grab any camera offered to me after this...hahaha

then....taraaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Lumix FS12

Go here for the specifications =)

So, i hope with this camera, i'll become more active in blogging and earn and earn extra extra money from my sugar daddy =)

mati keras kipas kucing

OoO itu direct translation from Cat die hard fan..haha

Him with his BFF...hahaha

Sila jangan muntah dengan pos gedik. I'm guilty for missing him damn much!

Ok bye * running while covering face ala-ala gadis melayu tersipu-sipu di ngorat anak raja..haha*

kejadian hari ini

Lokasi: In the car at abah's orchard


Individuals: Mak and me


Time: around 5pm


Topic: Kahwin


Nurul: Banyak makan duit ah nak kawen..


Mak: Bila kawan kau start keja?

Nurul: Kalau rezeki baik Petronas amik keja terus after practicum this july (giler speaking ngan mak..haha)


Mak: Taun ni?? Boleh la kawen tahun depan. Ko abis taun depan kan??


Nurul: Siyes ni..yeaa..dah tak sabar giler nak kawen!!... kitorang memang dah patut kawen pun..couple lama2 tak elok...


*ok aku mood kenja dah datang..bahahaha*

Hello everyone, nice to meet you =)

Millions apologies for those who visited this site yesterday and found nothing. I'm pretty busy playing Virtual Villagers that demands my attention 24/7  Hee....

Let's start from scratches, shall we??

oh i love this picture. Looked a bit retarded but this was taken candidly when i was gigling~~

my family picture. 4 people missing~~

I am a diasporic girl who currently lives in my 'host' area.hee My name is Nurul. I am the 3rd in my 9-siblings. The eldest sister with two older brothers. I have a niece and a nephew, both whom i would do anything for them. Err...currently studying TESL in UKM. I'm going to graduate next year and become a teacher. I am also in a 6-year-relationship. I know it's like forever already. Plan to get married next year but maybe not due to financial issues. Maybe the following year. Oh..btw, he's Mr S. =)

Mr. S -  currently doing his practicum in ABF Bintulu

One of my greatest dream has always been to return back to Sarawak. That's why i am a diasporic girl. i always refer that land as HOME. hee..to be fair, i grew up there for 13 years before we returned back to Malacca. Therefore, i have my emotional bond there. Simply put, i love that land!

I am a damn quite person. Rather reserved. I have trust issues with certain people. Even with my family members. I trust my best buddies -  Iera, Aya, Amelyn. I would die for these people. Well,we grew up together in the boarding school.hehe

I have a bitchy mouth. If i dont like something, i will speak it out. That's why many people dont like me. I dont want to but sometimes i just blurt out some words that hurt people.I regretted it most of the time but sometimes i dont. Well, i have my reasons.

I love blogging. i love writing. So, i'll never stop!

Nice knowing you people!

this is new

Still on hiatus. will be back!