i'm in dilemma.i know i will be blamed. but hey, i need a space for myself where i need even seconds to think of myself and not have to think bout others. 

yea..this is a statement of guilt. although i'm not at all guilty. i dont owe you anything.

but because i care bout you i have this feeling. but lemme breath for seconds only yea..then i'll be back in no time

=)