I sent B to the airport this morning. Then headed back to hostel and slept till noon. When I woke up, reality slapped me pretty hard. He's no longer here. The 2 days I spent with him felt unreal. It's like it never happen. I feel so lonely. Really.

I called B many times today. I told him what I feel. I feel lost. I have nothing to do. He is not here. He is across the sea.

I miss him.